Saturday, April 26, 2008

AAAHHH !!! My appetite is back!!!!

Well I am on here thinking I will do a post as that will take at least 5 mins and so theres another 5 minutes I am not looking for food...... I am going crazy with my cravings - anyone would think I was pregnant - no no no - I can assure you I am NOT!!!

But I do feel as though I could eat a whole bakery.... yes bread is my thing at the moment, I guess 13 months without any and I cant even look at baker's delight without drooling, this morning I was going to stop there and get something for morning tea (have the inlaws coming for lunch) and when I saw the counter I had to run away, I was having overwhelming thoughts about all the tea buns and how many I could eat!!!!

So I decided on some buscuits from Woolies as they are no temptation, rather boring really!
Currently I have gained 3 kgs, now my surgeon assured me that I would gain at least that in fluid but it doesnt make it any easier seeing the numbers on the scales....

I have to see my dietician next week, what am I going to tell her - Gosh I hope she doesnt look up banding blogs - she'll know all about my bread addiction and I'll be in big trouble!!! LOL!

So I am going to have to concentrate on portion control this week and saying NO to bread!
I have got my 1 cup measure out so as I dont eat more than this in one sitting, gosh I miss restriction when you just physically couldnt eat the one cup of food, now I could eat the contents and the cup aswell!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok off to clean bathrooms, I think I'll make a list of things to keep me busy and get Ben to bring home a padlock for the fridge and pantry!


Bridget said...

enjoy no restriction whilst it lasts!!
i agree about the dietician... im pretty sure mine reads my blog! lol.
see u at next meet up

-bridget :0)

mywellbeing said...
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mywellbeing said...

Hi Trish

Just wanted to say you are doing great and you will have your band done up before you know it. I have only been banded for just over 2 weeks now and I hope that I will do just as good as you have been doing.

Your face has totally changed, you have gone from beautiful to even more beautiful.

I have a long road ahead of me, but I know that I will get there. I am getting hungry at present as I have no fill yet, can't wait to get that 1st fill so that this hunger goes away.

You take care and know that your family loves you and it will be all worth it.


Anonymous said...

Well at least you're trying to keep yourself busy and not eating! Cravings are the worst!

Keep moving and the weight will come back off - oh and don't forget to drink as much as water as humanly possible - if nothing else the running back and forwards to the loo is more exercise!haha

all the best


Tarn71 said...

Hi Chicken.....Stop being so hard on yourself, you are doing great, supermodel material....

It's not long now and the band will be done up and you will be powering... you'll see.

Talk soon
Tarn xxx

Anonymous said...

Hi Trish,
you have reached sooo much , spoil yourself a little bit. You deserve it. I know I we are all scared to put weight on, but you loose it again.
Take care sweetie Sabine