Whats going on.......

Well after my last post and all those positive thoughts I was having about the future......I am begining to think someone is trying to play a trick on me..... I just cant seem to get my scales to be nice.....I was thinking all was going well as I have been really watching what I am eating and yet this week they are back to 105kgs....... So I have made an appointment to have another fill on Friday and I am going to ask for a complete ml........ dont know if he'll be that generous but you dont get if you dont ask - right???

My restriction is all over the place too, a week ago I was having trouble swallowing anything and today I sat down to fish and chips.........(yes I know I said I was watching what I am eating - Give me a break I was out to lunch with the girls and it was that or steak!) Anyway CHIPS!!! I havent been able to eat them without puking since before banding - so I dont know what is going on......
Fill me up I say.........I need that band tight to stop my will power from leading me off the track. Hence why my blog name is fattypatty.......the nickname will stick forever!